I am a beautiful war.

So this is my life. And I want you to know that I am both happy and sad, and I'm still trying to figure out how that could be.
-perks of being a wallflower

To Mom: Why I hate myself

To begin I’d like to start with all the adjectives that describe me…

Self-pitying

Stupid

Weak

Stubborn

Pitiful

Annoying

Passive aggressive

Nervous

Perfectionist

Dirty

Liar

Frail

Weak-minded

Boring

Apathetic

Cowardly

Lazy

Self-centered

Self-indulgent

Cold

Unaffectionate

Vain

Secretive

Lame

Fake

Untrustworthy

Pessimistic

Brooding

Angsty

Dramatic

Gawky

Ugly

Unkempt

Careless

Dumb

Awkward

Sickly

Childish

Whiny

Conceited

Worthless

Sensitive

Unstable

Worrysome

Defective

Selfish

Ugly. Ugly. Ugly.

How am I ever going to get myself together?